"Weak inside but not on the outside, struggling with what others see as a piece of cake. Struggling with forgiveness, conversations, communication and warmth. The inner demons eating you up and you have zero control over it. Your bright smile is a gift, the one that veil your weak heart, troubled soul and even the … Continue reading Weak by default or by trauma?
You know you can stop your heartbeat but not the wantsThen fiegn ignorance and live in delusionYou can write with pen and say to yourselfOr deceive the world and then yourselfBut you can't change the yearning of the heartThe heart wants what it wants. The sky can be blue and the grass, greenPack your bags … Continue reading The Heart wants what it wants.
Deraz Delight clocked 3 two days ago and I ignored. Everything seem blurry. The only thing I did consistently and happily over the years is stuck here. I love you and I'm sorry, baby. Cake making is the only thing I've found joy doing in my entire life. Shopping for cake ingredients, the baking process, … Continue reading Deraz Delight @3
If dreams and ambitions were nothing Or dreams aren't tied to a location And people change not with time I would surrender the life i breath I would become a slave to your commands To live with thee and be thy love If wishes were horses I would be your Nightingale A knight in shining … Continue reading If wishes were horses
Mo rìn títí,hun ò rìí abuké ọ̀kẹ́rẹ́ Mo súré tété,hun ò le baá Mo fàá tẹ̀mí tẹ̀mí,okùn ìfẹ́ já Ólé mi,hun ò dúró Èyí tó da,èyí tó kùn díẹ̀ káàtó Àṣé òótọ́ lọ̀rọ̀ àgbà tó wípé Omi tí ẹ̀dá maamu,kòní ṣàn kọjá ẹnu ẹ̀ Bóyá màá mu àbí rárá Kádààrá á kò,b'ẹ̀dá fẹ́ bókọ̀ Ìgbà … Continue reading Ìfẹ́
I have a strong connection with home, a rare connection I can't fathom. A feeling to always be at home every time. Home to me is the only safe place I can sleep, the only restaurant with my favorite meal, the only bathroom I can last an hour, the only place with true and passionate … Continue reading Home
CHAPTER TWO After leaving Deyemi’s house, I went straight to Ishola and apologised for my behavior the previous day. I later begged him to tell me the reason he said I should not marry Deyemi. “Deyemi is a fornicator” he said after much pleas. “I caught him and Àshàbí sha dollar together last week and … Continue reading Apeke, the village bride
I saw him mindlessly sitted by the only iroko tree in the village, lost in thought, looking wretched and miserable. Many people believe Ishola has lost touch with reality. The weird Ishola, people call him. “He is mad and has totally lost his senses”- A villager gossiping silently with another. But Ishola isn’t mad, in … Continue reading Apeke, the village bride
I'm 17, Mother And I'm still curious about my bad place I don't understand some things in the reproduction class I am feeling some sensations down there I asked you Mother You got angry an called me 'bad' Yes, I am bad Mother, I never make you happy I am small, I shouldn't have asked … Continue reading Am I a good girl now, Mother
Quiet! She was told when she wants her opinion known Because she is loquacious, she never gets tired Even when she tries to keep it low,it is uncontrollable It is nature, it is breeze,it is soothing It is her identity, sounds weird? She is made of it And when her opinion doesn't count because of … Continue reading Don’t Force me
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